Couple's Corner: Jealousy

So it's another couple's corner meme once again and this time it is all about jealousy. I am thinking of the 8 years that I have known my hubby (2 years of chatting, 1 year engaged, 5 years of marriage) wala namang grabeng nangyari sa amin in terms of jealousy but ONCE and will tell the story later so hang on hehe. I am the kind of person who trust a person without any doubt, even with friends what you see is what you get but if you broke that trust I would never care nor look at you as in talagang wala na. But in marriage pala we can't just say "that's it" or "this is it", we have to listen to one another and trust again and  again and again. I look as jealousy or selos as like a flame  that keeps the fire from BURNING HOT!! bwehehehe!! -wink-wink-

Hubby is not a jealous type nor I (well not much). His ex-wife is still living and I never get jealous because I am much 1000% prettier and younger than her bwahahaha!! Kidding aside hubby don't have anything to  do with her so instead I am the one teasing him about her about their past -wink-. Hubby will just roll his eyes and deadma to the max ang drama.
But last 2007, after I came back from my month long Pinas vacation, my luggage was not yet unpacked and I am suffering from jet lag and all, I happened to opened his computer and just out of no where I checked on his yahoo messenger. I don't know but I look at the message archive and here it is....he is chatting to his friends ex-filipina gf, I was fuming mad like a bull ready to  attacked!! And when you are angry every single word that is being written you put a meaning to it...so I started trembling and my head is aching..I managed to print the chat log. My heart was beating so fast I know for sure no words could EVER appease me! Hubby came and I interrogate him about what is happening. So he told me about this and that but I was super mad, ang aking ilong at tenga eh umusok na, pangil ko lumabas na lahat nang kaspa (dandruff) ko eh nagkalaglagan na, nothing that he said is worth listening. So I started to cry, I was raging mad and I was so jealous everything that come my way crashes, I picked one of our dining chair and throw it, it got broke of course. Our house was tupsy-turvy I was yelling and shouting and so I decided to leave. Hubby beg me not to leave but I wanted to...remember my unpacked luggages? So I picked it all and the remaining things that I have I put it in another luggages and I told him I wanted to rent  an apartment. He was crying this time, he knew that no matter what he do my decision will prevail. So I put all the luggages in the car, and he said that he won't allow me to  live in an apartment, but he only sees a Kim who is fuming mad, pangil ko lumabas at yung mata ko bumuga nang apoy!! I said if you are not going to drive me to an apartment I am going to burned this house!!
He drove me around town looking for an apartment but since we couldn't find one I ended up in a hotel. There he beg me again to come home...but I told him to just chat his friends ex-gf that way he is going to be happy forever!! I see his eyes blood shot I knew he is crying I was crying like crazy. I was in the hotel still crying and I was looking out the window my husband  is in the parking lot looking up bwhehehe wawa naman lol!! For one night and  one day what I did is cry and cry. My SIL called me the next day and I told her about what happened. Over the phone she prayed over me...thank God....for that because my mind was clouded with jealousy I couldn't think right.
Then I heard a knock on the door when I opened it, it was my hubby I felt I missed him so much...then I remember I am very hungry so I decided to go back home hehe. After what happened we talked, he said his piece I said  mine....there are still some relapses after that event but now I don't care anymore and I know my hubby more than ever. And he knew me too kung gaano pala ako kung galit na galit all break lose ika nga.
So there I shared my story....thanks for dropping by. Happy weekend!

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